Monday, February 23, 2009
Revise
well i guess the first paragraph doesn't fit in my last blog anymore. <-- that is actually not true. it does still fit, just in a different way. everything i said is true. i was just talking about one specific thing, but now that i think about it, it still applies to her. and she knows it. she better read this and feel damn special =]
My Soldier
When you're feeling sad and low, don't you know that I will always,
Be here for you.
When everything just makes us go out of our minds, just know that I will always,
Have the time for you.
You say that I am your influence. You should know that you inspire me.
Now until the end.
I'll help you get through the thick and thin and I know you'll remember when.
I say.
CHORUS
You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anything. 'Cause you're strong, strong, strong as a soldier.
VERSE
When the waves are crashing down. Can't get up. Just know I'll,
Pick you up from the ground.
When it feels like everything goes wrong, just remember to listen to this song.
CHORUS
You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anything. 'Cause you're strong, strong, strong as a soldier.
BRIDGE
Don't you worry about the obstacles to your happiness. If you let them get to you, you'll endure just like the rest. I know your'e better than those people who get in the way. Just remember what I always say.
CHORUS
You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anything. 'Cause you're strong, strong, strong as a soldier. You are are strong, strong, strong as a soldier. Strong, strong, strong as a soldier.
This song truly fits right now. You don't seem to realize how strong you really are. You are my soldier. i always go to you when i'm really upset and need someone to help me. You know exactly what to say to make me feel better. Just read these words and it really does fit. I really am proud of you. I NEVER say that, you know i only give out compliments when needed. I just want you to know, that i will always be here for you. Thick and thin, near or far, I'm gonna be here. I love you. Foreal.
This song also fits for me. 11:34 am. Really horrible time for me. My mom sen me a text saying we have to go to the hospital to see my grandpa. He isn't going to be around much longer. Tonight he will be sedated and sent home with nurses from Hospis. They help you transition from life to death. This was so hard for me. To make it through school without falling apart. To go see him and be calm and just talk to him normally. He was hallucinating the whole time, and then he would just look at you and smile. He was talking about maggots, and his secret identity, and making weird noises. All we could do was laugh. When it was time to leave, I went to kiss him, and he just pet my face, and told me he loved me. He told my brother to take care of me and my mom. I held it together through all of that. I still haven't cried. I don't want anyone to see me cry. I'm going to take a shower with the radio really loud, and just cry. I need it. Cry about everything. For everyone. Just cry. I love you grandpa. You will alaywas be here for me. My musical, spring concert, and graduation are all for you. I hope i make you proud.
Be here for you.
When everything just makes us go out of our minds, just know that I will always,
Have the time for you.
You say that I am your influence. You should know that you inspire me.
Now until the end.
I'll help you get through the thick and thin and I know you'll remember when.
I say.
CHORUS
You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anything. 'Cause you're strong, strong, strong as a soldier.
VERSE
When the waves are crashing down. Can't get up. Just know I'll,
Pick you up from the ground.
When it feels like everything goes wrong, just remember to listen to this song.
CHORUS
You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anything. 'Cause you're strong, strong, strong as a soldier.
BRIDGE
Don't you worry about the obstacles to your happiness. If you let them get to you, you'll endure just like the rest. I know your'e better than those people who get in the way. Just remember what I always say.
CHORUS
You are strong, strong as a soldier. Even when winds are tough you'll always keep it together. You are strong, strong as a soldier. I know you'll get through anything. 'Cause you're strong, strong, strong as a soldier. You are are strong, strong, strong as a soldier. Strong, strong, strong as a soldier.
This song truly fits right now. You don't seem to realize how strong you really are. You are my soldier. i always go to you when i'm really upset and need someone to help me. You know exactly what to say to make me feel better. Just read these words and it really does fit. I really am proud of you. I NEVER say that, you know i only give out compliments when needed. I just want you to know, that i will always be here for you. Thick and thin, near or far, I'm gonna be here. I love you. Foreal.
This song also fits for me. 11:34 am. Really horrible time for me. My mom sen me a text saying we have to go to the hospital to see my grandpa. He isn't going to be around much longer. Tonight he will be sedated and sent home with nurses from Hospis. They help you transition from life to death. This was so hard for me. To make it through school without falling apart. To go see him and be calm and just talk to him normally. He was hallucinating the whole time, and then he would just look at you and smile. He was talking about maggots, and his secret identity, and making weird noises. All we could do was laugh. When it was time to leave, I went to kiss him, and he just pet my face, and told me he loved me. He told my brother to take care of me and my mom. I held it together through all of that. I still haven't cried. I don't want anyone to see me cry. I'm going to take a shower with the radio really loud, and just cry. I need it. Cry about everything. For everyone. Just cry. I love you grandpa. You will alaywas be here for me. My musical, spring concert, and graduation are all for you. I hope i make you proud.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
No one uses this
no one ever uses blogger, so i feel safe blogging here. Things have been really weird lately. I feel like I'm slipping from you. You never tell me things. Your hanging out with other people, and not doing well in school. Your starting to get addicted to shoplifting. I dont approve what you're doing with your life. You say you wanna go to college. A 4 year college at that. But what are you really doing to get there? You don't go to class. And when you do, you don't really try. I want to help you, but you don't want my help. I don't like how your treating Shane-o. You use her. And dont even try to deny it, because everyone can see. You assume she'll just let you cut. You take advantage of your "TA" period. And next year you say your gonna TA during jazz just so you can double lunch. Do you know you can get her in trouble if you get caught? Are you willing to jeapordize that? You can get her in trouble if they find out you're cutting in her office. I want to help you, but you're so far gone from me. I hope you read this and you change. I want the old you back. I miss you
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