Poem i worte in 6th grade i think.. =]

IF I WERE IN CHARGE OF THE WORLD


If I were in charge of the world
I’d cancel broccoli,
Sunday evenings,
Cough syrup, and also
Marissa Thompson.



If I were in charge of the world,
There’d be better lunch food,
Nicer lockers, and
Shoes that are bigger.



If I were in charge of the world,
You wouldn’t have teasing.
You wouldn’t have racism.
You wouldn’t have hurricanes.
Or “ Don’t text so much.”
You wouldn’t even have limited texting.



If I were in charge of the world,
A vanilla sundae with extra cherries and syrup
would be a healthy choice
All joy riding would be legal
And a person who sometimes forgot to do homework,
And sometimes forgot to not bite their nails,
Would still be allowed to be
In charge of the world

spring break

spring break sucks! the whole purpose is to be on break, not to be working myself even harder than i do during school. i can't even go out and enjoy myself after i work all day. she wouldn't let me out tonight with my cousins. MY COUSINS! i wanted to see hannah montana =[ i was suppose to go out with chea tmo. i was finally gonna meet the bf! but sadly, that won't happen either. i was sooo looking forward to it. the only time i could go out this week, and it was stolen from me. stupid highschool meeting whatever. at least me and her are cool again. i missed having her to text all day. thursday i'm going to go see all the show people at ihop and bring them food to eat on the bus. ima miss them while their gone =[ do well in anaheim! well, i'm gonna end this cause i don't feel like talking about the other thing bothering me. so BYEEE

I really don't know how to feel. I want to just give up, and say that i don't care. But I do care. ALOT. I really didn't think it would happen this way. I thought with time we would fade, but in the future. I can't handle losing everyone at once. First my dad doesn't want me, now you guys are ignoring me? Why did you have to do that? Why did you leave in my most desperate time? I mean, my whole world is turning upside down, and you choose now to leave. I'm not gonna lie, I think what you're doing is wrong. Saying we'll talk in person, but then just ignore me when i come in the room. You have to at least communicate with me. You can't cut me out of everything. If you don't wanna be friends, fine. I'll stop my goodmorning texts, I'll find somewhere else to hang at lunch, I won't bug you for advice or guidance, I won't be hurt when I'm not included in stuff. I'll still be here for you if you need me, but I'm not gonna think i have someone to talk to if i really don't. Only 6 more weeks, then you won't have to deal with me anymore if that's what you want. ANd if you do read this, you can't say i'm over reacting cause you don't know how i'm feeling right now. I feel hurt that you guys couldn't talk to me saying that i was changing or being too clingy. You know i would've changed if you woulda told me, but you chose to say nothing and just slowly drift. So i have no problem if you get mad at this, cause i'm mad too. I'm not gonna make you talk to me, or hound you til you tell me what's wrong. I just hope we can solve it. And if not, it was fun while it lasted yeah?