first day of school

today was my last first day of highschool.. it wasnt that bad. my brother is a freshman so i had to help him out alot. but thats okay. its what im here for haha. my schedule is messed up right now. need to get changed into my own choir class. since im kinda SOPRANO SECTION LEADER! wow thats still weird, but fun to say =] so heres my schedule as of right now. all my teachers are hella cool. i wanna keep them.

1st - ASL 2 - perez (this needs to change. i already took this!)
2nd - APS - coats ( also needs to change. i need choir!)
3rd - world lit - chakrabarti (shes hella cool and funny)
4th - intro to stat - griego (favortie class so far. this ones gonna be fun)
5th - lunch (yay kimli and jared have it too!)
6th - adv choir (this is getting changed. i need 2nd)
7th - honors physio ( this one will kill me!)

so yeah a few changes. i wanna try and keep my teachers tho. they're all really cool and funny.. its gonna be a great year! =]

birthday list

BIRTHDAY IN 22 DAYS =] HERES MY LIST:

- balloons to carry around all day
- paramore CD
- jamba juice card
- gossip girl season 1
- one tree hill seasons 2 3 or 4
- rockband! =]
- laptop (trying to get my father to get me this)
- anything with stars
- cute shirts size L (my boobs are big)

but mostly i would just like a HAPPY BIRTHDAY and a hug =]

SEPTEMBER 11TH.. CANT WAIT! =]

freshman orientation

today was freshman orientation. i went with my brother to save him the humiliation of going with our parents and because i wanted to see my friends. so we get in and i hellla just start helpiing all my friends in link crew. i helped cheer on the freshman and getting them organized and stuff. i was basically a link crew member! except i dont get hours =/ whatever. so i went with hamed and jan (ironic couple yeah?) and their group to help them out with showing the, around school and stuff. it ws pretty fun. then it got hot! so me sherry mia rachel alyssa and hamed went and ate at L&L. yay choir people! =] so we ate and then talked and hung out for a while, then sherry drove us all home. so yeah good day =] now im bout to go swim with paige =]

school =/.. well really just choir

we start school in 10 days! and their dumbasses havent even given out the schedules.. it makes me so mad how unorganized they are. its just annoying. so since school starts in 10 days, that means im gonna be a section leader in 10 days.. thats crazy!!! ugh and then i also heard some annoying and fucked up news about the classing for adv choir.. the dumbass school might squish ALL 100 people in adv choir into one class. ARE YOU SERIOUS?! how are we suppose to learn if there is helllla people up in there.. and then i cant take roll cuz melody will be doing it cuz she's secretary. this sucks.. NOT how i want to leave ADV! i really hope they dont do that, it will make my job alot harder.. but i think im finally ready for it tho. im not scared like i use to be. i finally feel like i CAN lead a section. i've been trained by the best, and i refuse to let them down. my sopranos need me, and im gonna be there. i plan on giving them all nicknames too haha. just so no one feels left out =]

random hangouts are the best

so last night around 8 i get a call from someone i would least expect, chase mccane. he asked if i wanted to hang out and of course i did, i hate being at home. so he comes to get me and he's with antoinette. so im like yay choir people! then we go get paulina (shes helllllla funny people) then kristel joins our circle of randomness. haha.. so we drive around automall for a while then we go back to UC and go by chase's work where all the girls were drooling over his co-workers.. that shit was hella funny hahaha. then we went to walmart to get a movie and food, which we didnt end up doing, so then we went to starbucks and mcdonald. antoinette was hellllla hyper of her black tea with strawberry syrup. hahaha so we went back to antoinettes and chilled for a while. all in all, that was such a great night. we need to do it again fereal

i have no clever title =]

i hate being at my moms house.. not because i dont love my family, living here is great. but i feel cut off from my friends since im so far away. i hate not being able to drive. damn me and my procrastination on drivers ed! uggghhh... anyway.. i miss my bests =[ Kim's in chicago!!! i feel empty with her gone. she cant just come visit me when she's bored cuz shes helllla far away. makes me sad. everyone else is all the way in UC. which is far from my house if you dont have a car. but ill be back there soon.. friday! so the CPS (child protective service) lady is coming to my house tmo. i really dont get why shes still coming, the incident happened helllla months ago. if you dont get what i mean, CPS gets involved with your life if the cops get a call about child abuse, which in our case, they did. my dad put his hands on my brother, yet again, so CPS came into our lives, yet again. its sooo annoying to have some lady who thinks she knows about you and your life come in and ask, "so how is everything? any problems? blah blah fucking blah" why are you asking?! its not like your gonna fix SHIT! i told her i dont wanna live with my dad anymore, and she was just like. " oh, well we have to bring that up with the court" and got all legal on me and shit. just get me the papers to sign! seriously they dont need to make this shit hella complicated. its so annoying how they butt into my life, and dont even try fixing it! and i gotta get up early to see this bitch! I HAVENT SLEPT IN ALL WEEK! its freakin summer, and its almost over. i think i should be able to sleep in dammit. okay his is my rant for the day. thank you for listening =]

"schedule pick up" continutation

so today pretty much went as expected.. got my Id picture taken(hella ugly btw!) then lunch with kimlayyyy and jared.. we didnt even play speed!!! we talked and hung out for a while.. then i walked over to the pool. i got to see miss jessica tam and vivian dinh! such a great surprise.. so we talked for a while. then my mommy picked me up. now i get to go get my new phone and ill be albe to text like a normal person again! yay!! haha

"schedule pickup"

today is suppose to be the day seniors gt their schedules.. but, sone our school is HELLA STUPID, they lied and were only taking our pictures for the ID we need to get on campus. i went yesterday with the juniors and we even need to use it to get off campus! i was like are you serious? school hasnt even started and your making us use these ugly things?? but at least it will be a good day. im having lunch with my old lunch krew!! yeee.. then around 330 im gonna go visit miss jessica tam at the logan pool, i miss that hoe so much! =] im still debating if im gonna do a pretty face of a funny face for my ID since its not going in theyearbook. i hope they let me wear my sunglasses!

schedules

so apparently were not getting our schedules this week. were just going in for our ID picture and thats it. WTF?! are you serious?? this school is so unorganized its crazy. just when i thought we would get our schedules in a sufficient matter, i get this news. whats the point of going? they just want us to have our picture ID so we can get on campus? whats the point of it if we dont have our schedules?! they better be more organized then they were last year. cuz that was a bunch of bullshit. UGHH this school irrates me. thank god its my last year. HELLO TO MY LAST FIRST DAY OF HIGHSCHOOL!

Jon and Kate plus 8

best friggen show ever!!! the kids are soooo cute! i just watched 2 new episodes back to back. man if i lived in pennsylvania, i would hella be a babysitter for them. only if cara and mady were at school tho, cuz mady bugs the hell outta me. i love this show.. my new obsession for TV =]

Its not funny

i hate being used. i hate that im so susptible to being used. i dont know what it is about me but im always the one who has to do everything! in my family, since im the youngest out of my cousins, they take advantage of me. they make me get them drinks or if they want something im the one who has to do it. then if i dont want to do it, i get picked on. ill say something like "why cant you do it?" and they just go, "cuz your the youngest" i HATE that answer. i'm a very helpful person, and i will do my part, but there comes a time when it just becomes too much. im not a servant, i am a HUMAN BEING! just because im the youngest doesnt mean i have to do everything for you. i keep my mouth shut because you guys get mad if i say something, but it really bugs me. another thing that hurts is the constent teasing. so i may not be the best dancer, horseback rider, or walk in heels the way you guys can. but seriously there comes a time when the teasing becomes just cruel. okay teasing me about it for a little bit is fine, but keep bringing it up and keep talking about to EVERYONE all the time, is just annoying. its not funny anymore no matter how much you think it is. and being ganged up on is no fun either. you might think your being funny, but really, im hurting inside. i wish you guys could see that and then just stop but you guys keep going. Just realize now, its not funny

Random Thoughts

Hiiii.. so this is like my first blog.. ever. Hamed and Mia were talking about it so i decided to try it out. So yeah... summer is almost over and im kinda sad. A lot of my friends who graduated are moving on to college all over the place, and it makes me sad because i dont like losing touch with people. I got really close with alot of them and now im afraid i wont see them unless its a random visit home. on the other hand, i know my best friends aren't going to abandon me. I found my bests friends this summer and have gotten really close to them, and now cant imagine my life without them. Its weird, but all my best friends and i didnt get along when we first met. with hamed, i just thought he was another flaker who thought choir was just an easy A, and he wasnt gonna come to class or help us out at all. but then we started talking (how i dont remember) and he's become someone i can depend on. i go to him all the time for advice or if i need to be cheered up because people dont tret me right. he's my bay bee daddy and i love him. HOMO BESTS FOR LIFE! with kim, it wasn't that we didnt like each other. it was that i was intimidated by her. my sophmore year of choir, we went to hawaii to compete. i felt like Kim was one of those snobby girls who was too cool to be a friend to someone like me, but that only made me even more skeptical. haha i dont know, but then musical came along, and we became brothers, literally. we would have serious talks about sexual orientation and how far we've gone during breaks and stuff. haha. then one night we went to a party together, and that was SO much fun. i was so gone it was hella funny. i didnt stop talking and i became a jabawokee =] after that we became hella close and now she's the love of my life.With andrew, we never hated each other. our friendship was random. he joined 2 of my choirs so i guess i was forced to talk to him. then we just clicked and we became hellla close really fast. he's my best friend, and now he's my husband, who cheats on my with men hahaha! but you gotta love him. with jan, i met her my sophmore year. she would always come to my chemistry class after 7th period to met lawrence. i thought she was crazy cuz she was so hyper. then she joined choir and we met formally. i dont remember how we became close either, but she's my babygay and other half and i love her for it =] mia and mix are my newest additions to my circle of best friends. Mia was my fellow soprano, but we never really talked. i think we started talking this summer, and im glad for it. shes so funny and is my inspiration!! i still need to make her a nickname, but we're both bad at it so we're stuck for now haha. I met Mix at show choir tryouts. we were in the same group. he was so cute! i would date him if he was straight. then we started hanging out this summer and i love him. he is just so much fun to be around its the best! i think its weird for me to be hanging out with almost all juniors. 5/6 friends i have are juniors. im use to hanging out with older people, but i guess theres always time for change. another thing on my mind is choir. oh boy is that on my mind right now. we start school in a little less than 3 weeks, which means i will be officially in charge of 30 sopranos. IM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND! i have no idea what im doing, what im suppose to do, or how im going to do it! WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO!?! everyone keeps telling me, "its okay Keli, your gonna be fine. your hella good you got this. dont worry, your gonna be fantastic." although the support is great, and it makes me feel a little better, im still scared shitless. Im being compared to 2 of the greatest section leaders ever! im afraid im gonna bomb and disappoint them, shane-o, and worst of all my sopranos. MY sopranos! its MY job to make them good. MY job to make sure they do their best. MY job to make them winners. how do i do that? what if they dont like me? what if they revult and decide to not try and then im to blame becasue i cant motivate them to do anything. it's such a scary thought to be in charge of someone else. i know its not a life or death thing, but if you were a choir geek like me, its pretty damn close. Advanced choir has won 1st and gold 2 years in a row, i dont want it to be MY fault we cant keep that tradition going. its just crazy. im not even scared for my last year in highschool. all the SATS and college apps. im just scared to fail in choir, and be known as the worst section leader ever. so yes these are my random thoughts. hope you enjoy =]