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i hate being at my moms house.. not because i dont love my family, living here is great. but i feel cut off from my friends since im so far away. i hate not being able to drive. damn me and my procrastination on drivers ed! uggghhh... anyway.. i miss my bests =[ Kim's in chicago!!! i feel empty with her gone. she cant just come visit me when she's bored cuz shes helllla far away. makes me sad. everyone else is all the way in UC. which is far from my house if you dont have a car. but ill be back there soon.. friday! so the CPS (child protective service) lady is coming to my house tmo. i really dont get why shes still coming, the incident happened helllla months ago. if you dont get what i mean, CPS gets involved with your life if the cops get a call about child abuse, which in our case, they did. my dad put his hands on my brother, yet again, so CPS came into our lives, yet again. its sooo annoying to have some lady who thinks she knows about you and your life come in and ask, "so how is everything? any problems? blah blah fucking blah" why are you asking?! its not like your gonna fix SHIT! i told her i dont wanna live with my dad anymore, and she was just like. " oh, well we have to bring that up with the court" and got all legal on me and shit. just get me the papers to sign! seriously they dont need to make this shit hella complicated. its so annoying how they butt into my life, and dont even try fixing it! and i gotta get up early to see this bitch! I HAVENT SLEPT IN ALL WEEK! its freakin summer, and its almost over. i think i should be able to sleep in dammit. okay his is my rant for the day. thank you for listening =]