"Queef" Cup

So for the past few Sundays, me and kim have gone to Border's to study. And yes, we actually do study. I got to her house around 4 today. We went to Q-cup and got food and drinks. After that we went to Hobby Town and saw my brother. Then we went to Border's and studied for about 2 hours. then we went back to her house so she could use the internet, but we ended up cleaning her car. I also fixed the crap she broke. She was amazed at my driving skills haha. We cleaned the inside of Keanu really well. Then my mom got paranoid and wanted me home, so we came home. I'm gonna star in her drunk driving video. I'm glad that we get this special time to chill just us two. I miss her during the week I don't get to see her.

so i feel like i have no one to talk to. the only person i can really talk to every minute of the day is Mia. she's the only one who has made herself accessible to me all the time. everyone else keeps things from me, or they just don't talk to me so i don't know anything. i feel like the only person who will appreciate my good news is Mia. everyone else just listens cause they feel they have to. i just feel so alone. why is everyone cutting me out now? especially at the time i need everyone most. i hate this. whatever tho. if they wanna talk to me, they will. i'm not gonna force anything