so i feel like i have no one to talk to. the only person i can really talk to every minute of the day is Mia. she's the only one who has made herself accessible to me all the time. everyone else keeps things from me, or they just don't talk to me so i don't know anything. i feel like the only person who will appreciate my good news is Mia. everyone else just listens cause they feel they have to. i just feel so alone. why is everyone cutting me out now? especially at the time i need everyone most. i hate this. whatever tho. if they wanna talk to me, they will. i'm not gonna force anything