I really don't know how to feel. I want to just give up, and say that i don't care. But I do care. ALOT. I really didn't think it would happen this way. I thought with time we would fade, but in the future. I can't handle losing everyone at once. First my dad doesn't want me, now you guys are ignoring me? Why did you have to do that? Why did you leave in my most desperate time? I mean, my whole world is turning upside down, and you choose now to leave. I'm not gonna lie, I think what you're doing is wrong. Saying we'll talk in person, but then just ignore me when i come in the room. You have to at least communicate with me. You can't cut me out of everything. If you don't wanna be friends, fine. I'll stop my goodmorning texts, I'll find somewhere else to hang at lunch, I won't bug you for advice or guidance, I won't be hurt when I'm not included in stuff. I'll still be here for you if you need me, but I'm not gonna think i have someone to talk to if i really don't. Only 6 more weeks, then you won't have to deal with me anymore if that's what you want. ANd if you do read this, you can't say i'm over reacting cause you don't know how i'm feeling right now. I feel hurt that you guys couldn't talk to me saying that i was changing or being too clingy. You know i would've changed if you woulda told me, but you chose to say nothing and just slowly drift. So i have no problem if you get mad at this, cause i'm mad too. I'm not gonna make you talk to me, or hound you til you tell me what's wrong. I just hope we can solve it. And if not, it was fun while it lasted yeah?