today was horrible

today was orolly the worse day out of all my highschool years. and its really no lie. it all started in second period. we got super yelled at. she told me i had the wrost soprano section of all her days. she said thay we are insane, and we still dont know the basics. we either sing wrong vowels and correct notes. or right vowels and flat notes. i felt my heart get stabbed as she said this. i couldnt look anyone in the eye, in fear i would just burt into tears. luckily jamie was level-headed enough to think of a plan. i was so mad and hurt i angrily numbered off the sopranos and split them into groups like jamie said. i just listened to them, and my hopes went away. i realized some didnt care, some were super lost, some know but arent correct, and the only ones who really know what their doing are 1st sops. im alone. then they didnt know how to be staccato, so we got hella yelled at for that. finally shane-o had to resort to making them sing alone. my heart dropped. now we're gonna be even further behind 6th period. after class i couldnt think of anything but one word: FAILURE. people were trying to cheer me up, but i couldnt even smile. even hamed, who makes me laugh all the time couldnt do it. when chea hugged me and asked what was wrong, my eyes filled with tears and i couldnt talk. i couldnt go to 3rd cuz i woulda just broke down, so me and hamed cut. we went to the pool, and i helped him with his songs. when we came back i went to 4th and felt a little better. i was able to pretend i was okay. lunch was great as usual. then the last 2 periods were just blahh. after school was whatever. hung out with mia alyssa hamed andrew and melody. they made me forget about everything. then i went home and was whatever. ohhhh and afterschool hamed kicked my toe and made it bleed. now i have to get surgery. and my dad wants to invite CSM over for dinner!!!! what is this?!?! so that was my day. soprano sectional on wednesday. kim is coming to yell at them. should be entertaining